today I am very sad.

I lost my camera.

i dont' know how, I think it may have been stolen out of my bag.

but even so, I am very very sad

I know it's just a camera but it's a huge part of ME, as weird as that sounds... I've always had a camera. I always will. Right now I feel lost, angry and upset.

Granted I do have the money to buy a new one, but I was saving up to get a decent camcorder :( mine is on it's last legs.

I am gutted.

I cried most of yesterday morning.

I've only got to use my nice new lens a couple of times too

here are some of the last pictures I took on it... I am going now as we have a show in Leicester... but I can't take pictures of it :(