sorry blogger it's still all shit!
I have to go to the dentists today - WHY WOULD I BOOK THAT WHEN I ALREADY FEEL SO BAD!? God knows... I woke up feeling sick again. Only managed to get out of bed when Chris called at 11.
I had a nice day yesterday, and I wish it would have been what I needed to make everything OK, but really it's probably made things worse.
I want to run away so much. I honestly don't know how I'm going to cope the next few months living here, I hate feeling like this every day, and it's going to get worse I know it is.
I wish I wasn't me.