I've come to start realising a lot of things lately. Some good, some bad
1) I have been a shitty person in the past and I am being punished for that,
2) I loved my cat so much more than I thought I did at the time - therefore, you don't realise what you've got til it's gone
3) I don't get on with my exes as well as I thought I did (seeing that now only 2 out of the 5 are talking to me)
4) people respect my teaching
5) I have eyes for no one but John (and this is a massive thing, and a shame it's taken so long to realise this)
6) I am stronger than I used to be
7) Therapy is something I never thought I'd do, but am so grateful for it now
8) I have conciously tried to stop wasting my energy on worry and stress
9) I am more outgoing than I was a few years ago
10) I like myself