I have officially stopped directing the YT thing that I was doing. Having to drive from Manc to rehearsals that were pretty much pointless, or having to be cancelled for one reason or another has taken it's toll, and basically it's been costing me money to do it.
Also I do not relish the idea of a race to the finish to make this section good. And it CAN be good! I just dont have the time or energy to keep coming back and forth to make it get to that point. PLUS I missed Ben Folds cos of it! etc etc... just annoyed about it all really.
RARGH
So there.