Hi ... well can't sleep as per...
Rather unproductive again. Getting very annoyed with myself right now, and the scary green eye picture seems to have scared people off.
I'm a bit worried tonight... about a month or two ago I noticed a lump on my wrist, more like I felt alittle lump... it may be my imagination (or the fact I keep messing with it) but it's grown and is sore, you can actually see it sticking out the side ofmy wrist now... i know I should get it looked at but I'm scared as usual. Firstly cos of the fact that I missed my last doctors apt, I actually forgot, but my doctor will be mad cos I didn't take the pills she perscribed last time I went when I promised I would. Secondly cos I dread to think what the solution to this lump would be.
Really have to make myself get on with some work tomorrow.. am getting up early and I AM getting up !!! I AM I AM I AM! I can't believe how much time I've spent in bed recently.. it's such a waste and I'm always mad with myself when I finally get up...
I also really need to start planning for Xmas... I have a stock pile of knitted goods now - it's just a case of matching them to the correct person ;)

OK.. am going to attempt sleep - failing that I will knit
BRON
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