Today's been a weird one, well this week's been pretty up and down if I'm honest.
Yesterday I spoke to Ben, and he's really concerned about me. He thinks I may be a bit bi-polar. Which is something I've thought for a while if I'm honest... but still, not got time to doctor it, and it's not affecting me too much at the moment I suppose - as in, I'm used to myself.
This morning began with a close friend's fathers funeral, which was a very beautiful service. Moments like that that really make you think. I am so sad for her and her family. There was a lot of love in that Church this morning.
Anyway - just to highlight the weirdness I'm feeling right now to the left is a picture of Gay Ben.
4 Comments:
At November 11, 2006 4:34 am,
Anonymous said…
you cannot be a 'bit' bi-polar..that is like being a little bit pregnant...
Manic depression is a nasty thing babbby.... i would think you are more like me... Anxiety depressive.. WOWINGly great Highs and then nasty lows!!! yes?
Artistic temperament has an effect too...as does adrenelin
At November 11, 2006 9:20 am,
Bron said…
chris thinks it's more to do with hormones... I'm inclined to agree... yes great highs and lows... more of the lows than the highs if I'm honest
At November 11, 2006 7:55 pm,
decade5 said…
If nothing else, I found that I felt better after talking to a doctor about being depressed - at least I was doing something about it. I'm on a really mild anti-depressant and it's working for me. I was afraid it would adversely affect the comedy, but it turns out that it helps me concentrate!
I'm sorry you're going through any sort of mental hoo-hah. I'm always here for you if you want to talk about anything.
Also, thanks for the picture of Cowboy Ben.
At November 11, 2006 10:33 pm,
Bron said…
yeah I've bene perscribed them before. but didn't take them... I have a real problem with it... just feel like I should be able to sort my own brain out.
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