Am in america at the moment... spending more money than I shuld as usual..

Played CSz Friday night, went to Chicago yesterday... off to LA next weekend then on to portland... fun funfun x

miss the man

Well the Doctors was useless. Physio was pointless. And the meeting I was supposed to have didn't happen...

Ugh.

I also quit my job with the School company I've worked with for four years - after they called me unprofessional... that was a joke coming from them, and I told them!

John has also managed to, with his brute strength, break his key in the lock of the house so I have to go and get a new one cut for him today... lol

Twas the last workshop of the 'year' yesterday, and we had a Longform workshop today... things are slowly winding down CSz wise for the summer, onyl workshop wise though... we have Edinburgh, Store Shows, Tournament (this year in Portland, Oregon), more workshops end of August... blah

I'm tired.

I really am.

Tomorrow I have my physio, a meeting and possibly a Doctors appt (to try and get some counselling to sort out my phobias)... Tuesday I'm in Wolverhamton, Thursday I'm on the radio (and am supposed to be in Liverpool too, but need to cancel that...)... Saturday is a show, then Sunday I go to the States - can't help but feel a bit rushed!

x

OK, that last post was depressing... now comes the highlight of my photography/filming career...

Last night I filmed and took photos of the fantastic Richard Herring! And he liked them... in fact he put them on his blog... am well chuffed.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to the Dentist and have a filling put in.

And I can't.

I've been crying and miserable since Wednesday morning, I just can't make myself. I could probably drive there, park, walk in, sit down, get in the chair and then I don't know... last time I did that I freaked out and they had to stop and it just made it all worse.

Tomorrow John is going to phone up and tell them how bad my phobia is, and fingers crossed they will understand and keep me on their books - this is the third time I've cancelled this appointment.

I am spending tomorrow looking into some sort of therapy for my phobias. I am well aware that one day this could be life threatening - I mean, look how ill I was last time my teeth needed looking at!

I am upset and embarrassed and very disapointed in myself.